यत पिंडे तत् ब्रह्मांडे
Everything Which Is Outside Is Also Inside You. Everything Which Is In The Universe Is Also In The Body.
There Is a Huge Supermassive Black Hole In My Soul. It Is Eating Me From Inside. Long ago There Was a Soul In Me. Now It’s Gone. A Complete Void,An Unimaginable Emptiness Has Taken Over. Now I am Dead From Inside. Biologically Active But Not Alive.
This Black Hole Was Formed When The Shining Star Of Hope Had Collapsed. It Was Burning With Hope, Creative Ideas, Fantasies and Off Course Idiotic Thoughts. It Suddenly Collapsed. The Gravity Of Pain Won. The Hope Star Was Gone Forever. It Collapsed Into a Very Small Area i.e My Mind With Indefinitely Huge Mass Of Sorrow.

Then It Started Eating What Is Left Within Me. Now Nothing Left. There Is a Void. A Complete Void. An Unknowable Singularity. There’s No Way Out.
I am Not able To Survive as Me In This Post Modern Deconstructive Era. There Is No Hope. My Timeline Has Been Altered.
I am Not able To Speak Dark Truth Because I am Silent From The Deepest Core Of My Existence. Dark Realities Have Taken Over Me. The Rat Race Is Finally Succeeded In Converting This Lion Of Truth Into a Rat.

There’s Deep Nothingness Inside Me and Only Nothing Can Be Created From Nothingness.
So,Thank You Very Much Friends For Supporting Me . It’s Only Your Support Which Helped Me To Withstand All This.
There’s Still a False Hope. It Could Be a Warm hole Inside That Singularity. But For That I Have To Dive More Towards This Unimaginably Infinite and Unthinkably Small Singularity. I Have To Rediscover My Soul. I Have To Die More.
Till Then It’s a Big Bye From Me. I Bow Down To You For All The Lovely Appreciation and Support. Thanks For All The Love. Let’s Hope For a Ray Of Light In This Infinite and Eternal Darkness. Let’s Hope For The White Hole. Namaste and Goodbye. I Will Be Back Not Very Soon But Surely I Will Be Back.🙏🙏🙏

Take your time. Guess its being human that there comes a point when hope no longer exists and this is the point where we need to rebuild it. Take care. Regain strength. All the best!
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Thank You Very Much 🙏🙏
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Hey Pankaj, why do u want to take long break yaar😐 We will miss ur writings man.. why don’t u make it a short break n come bk soon..
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I Think I don’t Have Enough Creativity Left In Me. It’s Negativity Everywhere. I Will Try Harder To Get Rid Of This. Thank You Very Much for such a great Lovely Support 🙏🙏🤗🙏
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Hmm..I hope u get rid f it Pankanzy..U get a warm break for yourself.. take care..come bak soon..🤗⚘⚘
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🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🤗
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Ohhh no!! This is bad!!!😨😨
I can’t be able to read my favorite writer’s content!!! This is bad!!!
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Congratulations my Dear Friend 💥💯💫
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I Think I am Not able To Write Anymore atleast For Some Time. Thank You Very Much For All Of Your Support. It Means a Lot To Me 🙏🙏
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Thanks, 🙏💗
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I Will Be Back Soon
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All the best! Hope to see you back soon 🙏
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Thank You Very Much for Your Lovely Support 🙏🙏
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Take care and may you be able to take the necessary steps to move towards the life that makes your heart sing.
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One minus one is Zero , becoming Zero is a empty Cup of doing Ego , so loss of Hope is a sign of ray of Hope of Divine .,Their is a word in Hindi NAMAN that means surrender to the wish of Divine , you will find Brightness within Darkness . love all.
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The dark hole and bottom can be our biggest teachers.
“I Will Be Back” Sending blessings until you return Pankanzy.
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You are welcome 🙏
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Thank You Very Much 🥰🙏🙏
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Thank You Very Much for Such Kind Words 🙏🙏
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Thank You Very Much For All The Support. I am Really Thankful for All The Love and Appreciation 🙏🙏🥰
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Come back whenever you feel like❤❤❤
But come back for sure
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I Will Be Back Soon 🙏🙏
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You are most welcome Pankanzy!
I appreciate hearing back from you and hope you’re not gone for too long! 💖🙏🥰
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See you again dear Pankaj..love and best wishes to you 😊❤
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I understand you well, my friend. Take your time and meditate. We have all our shadow to get know, be safe.
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Follow your heart even negativity can stop it , if writing is where you heart is you will be back soon
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Pankanzy 🙋♀️ happy shivrathri😊⚘
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Yeah ,nothingness inside of person is harmful.it is good that you have come back from the black hole inside you.most inspirational post,dear pankazy.
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Love your transparency.
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“I Have To Rediscover My Soul. I Have To Die More”
It’s amazing how low tides bring out the best in us. This stage, this nothingness underlies most writers’ lives, I guess…
Wish you good times, outside the black hole🙂
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Happy Holi🌈🌈
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Missing you dear friend 🌟🌟🌟
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Even I am Missing Myself 🥺
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🙏🙏🥺
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Thanks 🙏🙏
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Thanks
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I can relate well. You are not alone in this race . It’s been a long time and I think that I have nothing left to write. Negativity has engulfed my soul to the core and it’s hard to comeback with a bang. But, We both will come back soon.
Be safe
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Yes, There’s always Hope and We Will Get That. Thank You Very Much 🙏🙏
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Sure, Thank You Very Much for such a Lovely Support 🙏
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I will try to figure out why we lose hope.
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Yes I Will Too
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True.all have a black hole inner side like अहम् बृह्मास्मि:
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Hi Pankanzy,
I just wanted to say hello. It’s been quite some time since you have posted and I hope you are well.
I know it’s been rough in India and wanted to let you know I’ve been thinking of you💖
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Hi Pankanz how are you? Missing your work!
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शर्मा जी कहाँ है कुछ पता नहीं चल रहा है??
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Hi Pankanzy,
Just thought I’d check in to let you know I think of you and am sending you some light and love. Hope to see you soon!
💕🙏😍
Cindy
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We are a missing that excellent writer and his posts here…Get back soon Pankanzy.🤟⚘
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