Why I am So Negative ?

Most Of The People I Meet On Daily Basis, Almost all Of My Friends Have Asked Me This Question. Even You Guys Have Asked Me This Question Many Times In Your Beautiful and Encouraging Comments That Why I am So Negative ? Why I am So Dark ? Why I am So Pessimistic ? Even Somebody Recently Told Me That It Could Be Depression also. Why I Celebrate Darkness? Why I am Not Shying Of Praising The Evil ? Why I Consider Goodness as Weakness ? Am I Suffering From a Mental Illness ? Or It Is Something Deeper ?

I Am Glad That I Have answer To All Of These Questions. Yes I am Pessimistic,Dark and Truly Negative. I am Just Little Bit away From The Pure Black. I am On The Verge Of Grayness . I will tell You Why But Before That Let Me Tell You Two Of The Millions Of Incidents Which are Continuously Fueling This Evil Fire In Me. These are Not The Biggest Dichotomous Incidents I Have Witnessed But These are Very Recent.

Whom I Should Respect

Almost Two Weeks I Was Traveling In a Mini Bus In Rush Hour Off Course. It Was Extremely Crowded. It Wasn’t The Typical State Bus Service Because State Buses are Not Crowded These Days But Bus Stops are Crowded. It’s a Private Service. Maybe It’s Common In Indian Cities,I Have No Idea. I Was Sitting and a Girl Was Standing. She Wasn’t Able To Move, Niether I Because It Was Jam Packed. I Was Playing Eye Games With That Girl Because Simply I am Single and Libido You Know. Sigmund Freud Spent His Whole Life Researching On It. She Was Also Single Because She Was Doing The Same. Whenever Our Eyes Met She Starts Look Others. She Was Smiling a Little Bit. It’s a Quite Girly Thing. Girls Do This Very Efficiently. They Stare at You and When You Find Them Doing That They Pretend Like Not Staring. Love Begins With Eyes But It’s Not a Chance, It’s Intentionally Created Plan.Eyes Met For a Second But They Were Staring For Hours.

But Suddenly She Started Feeling Uneasy. A Hand Out Of Nowhere Was Pressing Her Breasts, Another Hand Was Rubbing Her Asses. She Was Looking Me In Such a Way That She Was Asking For Mercy. Her Pain Was Clearly Visible and Everybody Was Seeing What Was Happening To Her But Nobody Said Nothing. A Senior Citizen Almost Double Of Her Age Doing This To Her. He Was Standing Behind Her But Wasn’t Able To Saw Her Directly. I Tried To Give My Seat To Her But as Soon as I Stand Up That Old Man Put His Foot On The Seat and Somehow Get That Seat. But It Wasn’t a Huge Thing In a Sexually Repressed Society. The Big Moment Was That When The Girl Said “Daddy Take My Bag”. Wether Knowingly Or Unknowingly That Oldman Had Committed a Sin Against Humanity. No More Words Needed I Think.

Who was Mentally Retarded

I Was Going To Work Early Morning. On a Footpath a Old Woman around Forty or Something Was Crying In Pain. She Was a Lunatic. These Kind Of Mad People are Common On Indian Streets. They Mostly Survive On Others Mercy Or Dustbins. The Country Which Had already Landed On Moon Is Not Able To Give asylum To Helpless Lunatics. Anyway That Woman Was Half Naked as Expected. But Her Stomach Was Big. Then I Realised That She Was Pregnant and In Labour. She Was About To Give Birth To a Child. A Few Women Gathered around Her and Asked Me To Leave. I Was Thinking Who’s The Actual Lunatic ? Who is Actually Mentally Retarded ? That Old Woman Or The Man Who Raped That Middle Aged, Dirty,Shit – Eating Woman. That Woman Wasn’t able To Gave Consent In any Way. I Mean How a Man Can Get Aroused By Seeing a Woman In Such a Derogatory Situation. It’s Inhumane.

If A Person Who Is Sane and Witnesses Such Events Million Times In His Two and Half Decades Long Lifetime,Tell Me From Where He Should Fetch Positivity ? I Don’t Believe In Such Idiotic Sayings That Change Your Attitude and Things Will Change. If You Put Your Hand In Burning Fire Then It Will Burn Eventually and You Have To Bear The Pain. It Doesn’t Matter How Many Times You Repeat To Yourself That This Is Ice,This Is Ice. That Doesn’t Make Any Sense at All.

I am Living In a World Which Is Not For Naive People. I am Living In a World Which Is Not For Deep People. I am Living In a World Which Is Not For Thinking People. I am Living In a Filthy World Full Of Cringed Ideas.

I am Not Judging anybody Here. The World Was always Like That. It Was Immoral Since Eternity. Humanity Is Deeply Flawed and I Know It. I am also Deeply Flawed. My Only Problem Is The Hypocrisy Of This World. My Whole Life, This Whole World Had Taught Me To Be Good,Be Moral and Speak Truth. My Parents,My Family,My Teachers, Religious Preachers,Movies, Television Shows, Neighbours, Governments and Everybody else Had Trained Me To Be Like That. But Whenever I Tried To Become Like That I Find It Difficult To Even Survive and All The Elders already Knows That. Then Why Did They Taught Me This ? That Doesn’t Make Any Sense.

In a Democratic Country,The Dynastic Rule Was Flourishing. When It Changed The Democratically Elected Goverment Became Fascist and The Goons Who Burnt Cities, Vandalised Everything Became Heroes. My Whole Life Every Book That I Read In School Taught Me That Democracy Is a Good Thing and When It Starts Flourishing Here,It Came In Danger Automatically But How ? Nobody Knows.

If I am Proud Of My History and Religion Then I am a Bigot. If I am Little Bit Traditional Then Somehow I Became a Lesser Human Being. I am Not Exaggerating It’s a Fact.

For Instance On a Lighter Note,I Am Still Single and I Have Been Like That My Whole Life,But a Jerk Friend Of Mine Who Consumes Weed On almost Daily Basis Has His Contacts Phonebook Filled Entirely With Women’s Phone Numbers. I am Calm, Caring and I Can’t Talk All Those Sweet Goody Goody Things, That’s Why I am Alone. Sorry For Laughing.

This Is Not about Me Or anybody Else. This Small Thing Exposes The Real Character and Hypocritical Approach Of Our Society. In The end The Good One Will Get Nothing. Irony Is That I Had Listened The Story Of Ramayana Thousand Times. It’s In The Blood Of Our Nation. It Preaches That No Matter What Happens,In The End Goodness Will Win.

When I am a Teenager, I Thought That This Was Limited To Our Society and The Country In Which I Live But Now I am Matured Enough. People are Same Everywhere.

Only Times Change,The World Never Changes. The Ape Man Who Was Attacking Other Ape Men Of Different Tribe With Stones Is Now Attacking Other Humans Of Different Nations With Nuclear Bombs. The Artistic Guy Who Painted Those Caves Beautifully Never Had a Chance To Have Sex and Reproduce. We all Are Descendents Of Hunters and Not The Artists. East Or West Everything Is Same Everywhere.

If The East Is Bigot, Frustrated and Hypocritical,So Is The West. The Western Civilization Is More Bloodier Then The Eastern. It Had Fought World Wars. The Whole Europian Continent Was Fighting Wars With Each Others Before Renaissance and after That They Fight With The Whole World. The People Who Proclaimed Themselves as The Most Ethical Civilization are Actually Savages and Had Done Most Of The Barbaric Acts In The History Of Humanity.

After Nagasaki

Human Civilization Is Still Suffering From The Obsession Of Materialism. Just Earn and Enjoy. That Materialism Was Good If It Wasn’t Blended With Existentialism. The Whole World Is Now Got Bored Of Itself. Life Has No Meaning. Nothing Will Happen,No Matter What We Do. The Universe Is So Vast That we are Almost Nothing When Compared To It. Our Existence Doesn’t Matter To Anyone. This Idea Combined With all The Emperical Data Collected Through Mathematical Equations and Scientific Instruments Has Created a Fatigue In The Very Essence Of Humanity.

Now Only Thing Left Is Gratification Of Sensual Urges. Female and Male Bodies Have Become The Greatest Source Of Enjoyment. Sex and Violence are Now The Greatest Source Of Ideas. Everything Now Revolves around a Glorious Hole and Blood.

Again I am Not Exaggerating, It’s a Fact. Take For Instance World’s Most Loved Series – Game of Thrones. It’s Good But Technically It Is Nothing But a Story Of Lust For Power Combined With Erotic and Violent Scenes. After Every Two Scenes a Woman Take Off Her Clothes and Become Naked. After Every Three Scenes, Blood Is Pouring From Someone’s Body. In Every Episode Someone Is Betraying Someone. That’s All. It Doesn’t Matter What Was It’s Content. What Matters Is That It’s World’s Most Loved Series. It Exposes Our Truly Civilized,Non Violent Minds. There’s a Huge Different In What We Say and What We Do and What We Want. This Hypocritical Approach Makes Me Angry and Pessimistic.

Game of thrones

Truth Is Relative. This Idea Is Installed In Us So Deeply That We Have Forgotten The Very Nature Of Truth. If It’s Relative Then It’s Not Truth. It Has To Be Objective. It’s Not Your Truth Or Mine, But Truth Is Truth. Recently a Court In Some Western Country Remove The Allegations Of Sexual Harrasment on a Man Because He Thinks That He Is a Woman. An Idea Of Adult Pretending Is Common In The West. A Woman Identify Herself as a Bitch. So She Uses Dildo as a Tail. A Fifty Years Old Man Identified Himself as a Six Years Old Girl,So He Adopted A Couple as His Parents. That’s Insane. That’s Senseless But It’s True Because They Think It as True. I Mean It’s Funny But…

In The Sixties and Seventies In Bollywood A Phenomenon Of The Rise Of Amitabh Bachchan Happened. He Became The Angry Young Man Of The Masses. The Repressed Naive Socialist Society Of That Time Make Him Demigod. Everytime He Hits The Villain,The Common Movie Goer Achieve a Satisfaction In It. It Seems Like That Not Amitabh Bachchan But He Himself Hitting His Boss Or The Corrupt Police Officer Or Anyone He Hated.

Angry Young Man

Now Amitabh Is almost Eighty Years But People are Still Angry. They Still Need a Hero To Channelize Their Anger.

Times Have Changed But The Anger Is Not, Niether Pessimism nor Negativity. That’s Why I Think People Like Me Had Existed and Will Exist In All Times and All Places. But Now To Channelize Your Anger and Negativity You Don’t Need Movie Icons. You Can Watch Pornography and Masturbate Or You Can Write Blogs also. In Short You Can Be Your Own Amitabh Bachchan – The Angry Young Man.

I am Not a Negetive Person But I Look Like That. Because I Sell Glass In The City Of Stones. I Sell Mirror To The Ugliest Face Inside The Beautiful Mask. I Uncover Clothes Of Big Huge Moral Principles and Expose Their Animalistic Ideas. I am an anomaly In This Self Stimulated World. I See Things as They are and Not as They Pretend To Be.

I am a Sensible Person In a Senseless World. I Am a Dark Realistic Person In A Fake Brightened World. I am a Physically Social Person In a Virtual Social Media World. I am The Roadside Foothpath Of The Shining Road. I Am Not a Son of God. I am Just a Conscious Being With a Concise. I am Your Inner Angry Young Man. I am The Darkest Yet Deepest Voice Of Your Consciousness Which Even You Yourself Don’t Want To Hear.

That’s Why I am So Much Negative. I Will Be Negative. I Will Be Dark. Ever and Forever.

103 thoughts on “Why I am So Negative ?

  1. Oh my, I am so saddened to read the two incidents you mentioned. It’s sick. And I am out of words to say something about that. Few people are cruel than animals. Negative things keep rotating us and I am sure we can’t change every dark to bright. Instead let’s stay positive and spread positivity! πŸ’–

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  2. β—‡ – Diamond Hard – β—‡

    β—‡ Pessimists Are much happier than Optimists; a Pessimist is NEVER!!! Disappointed

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  3. You aren’t negative or dark.. You’re a truth seeker..
    Left disgusted by the fake world..
    Cheer up champ..
    You’re very near to the Light..!!
    πŸ‘πŸΌπŸ˜‡πŸ‘ŒπŸΌ

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  4. Each word speaks volumes. I am incredibly saddened to hear of such incidents, it makes me feel ashamed of humanity. We all know better and can do better. I look forward to better times 😊🌷

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  5. Pankanzy, it is a fact of life that both good and evil exist. The two incidents you describe are horrific! That you are so deeply affected by them shows that you are an empathetic and ethical person.

    There are other good men and women, although no one is perfect. I don’t think you will have difficulty finding an ethical, empathetic woman who is interested in you. After all, you are intelligent, educated, thoughtful, hard-working, decent, honest, kind…

    As an old proverb says, we cannot change the whole world, but we can make it a little better because we were here!

    All the best! πŸ™‚ Cheryl

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  6. I agreed That Both Good and Evil Exists But These Days We all Have Made Our Own Definitions Of What Is Good and What Is Evil.
    The Deep Rooted Philosophy Of Meaninglessness Of Life Is Changing our Perspective and Idea Of Goodness.
    It’s Not about My Relationship Status πŸ˜œπŸ˜…. I Was analysing The Deepest Flaw Of Human Nature Which Is Short Sightedness and Non Discrimination In Good and Evil. We Usually Think That What Looks Good Will Be Good and Women are No Exception. They are The Half Part Of Humanity and They Share Same Flaws.
    Thank You Very Much For Such an Encouraging Appreciation πŸ™πŸ™πŸ€—πŸ€—

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  7. These are only Two Of Many Of Incidents I Have Witnessed In My Lifetime and I Believe That Only Diseases Can Be Cured and Not The Essence Of The Being. Humanity Exist With and Because Of These Flaws. I also Want To Spread Positivity But I Don’t Have it. Thanks for Reading πŸ™πŸ’“

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  8. Hahaha.. You never know., running away from the light which has already entered through the cracks of your broken heart.. It’s the light in you which is guiding and showing you the happenings of the dark.. As said, It’s always in the darkness, the light is visible.. And I can see that already.. Lol.. πŸ˜„πŸ˜„.. Praying love, light and life for you dear.. πŸ™πŸΌπŸ˜‡

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  9. β—‡ – Diamond Hard – β—‡

    β—‡ Always Remember EveryOne; the words We Express ARE Reflections of OurSelves…so if I AM to CHOOSE!!! “Negativity” and Darkness without Intentionally Harming Others; then that’s None of YOUR!!! Fucking Positive Business…so The Question is; do YOU!!! Understand How to Keep YOUR!!! Nose Out Of Other Peoples Business πŸ€” ?

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  10. Maybe Because Of This Light I am able To Understand Darkness Because Both Light and Darkness Complete Each Other. Thank You Very Much For Such a Lovely Support πŸ™πŸ€—

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  11. Pankanzy, I see you as a young man who has everything going for him and a bright future. All of us are feeling a little depressed right now due to this pandemic. My remarks were intended to be encouraging, but I fear they were too personal. Please accept my apology. All the best! Cheryl

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  12. No, It’s Not Personal Or Something Like That. No Need For apology or Something Like That. Infact I Love The Way You Analyse My article. It’s a Blessing To Have a Reader Like You. I Was Just Stating That Humanity Is Deeply Flawed. Thank You Very Much For All The Support and Good Wishes πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™

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  13. These two incidents were really horrible, and it’s true that it’s not uncommon. Honestly, I can’t deny a single word in your writeup. It was really a powerful and thoughtful one. Sometimes it’s better not to hope at all, at least there’s no chance of being disappointed, but again, it’s human nature to hope for the better. There are good people, I agree, maybe flawed, yet having the basic humanity… But I guess, the numbers of the contrasting group exceeds them.

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  14. Yes Goodness Has Become a Similar Word to Weakness. The Human Values Which Uphold Our Morality are Degrading Day By Day. But Still as You Said Hope Is Natural To Humans,We Can Hope For The Best. Thank You Very Much For Reading πŸ™. Glad that you like it πŸ€—

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  15. You write with such passion of youth Sir. Those words you inhale are the flame of youth combined with the greatness of Wisdom. Never bend your hypotheses in life. Stay just the way you are. You are our future Sir shalom with the most profound respect,πŸ™ŒπŸ™ŒπŸ˜”

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  16. Thank You Very Much For Such a Lovely Support. I Have No Words To Express My Gratitude. So Simply, Thank You Very Much For Appreciating πŸ™πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ™πŸ™

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  17. β—‡ – Diamond Hard – β—‡

    β—‡ If YOU!!! “Positive” People don’t like “Negative” Nerds then Stay Away from Us instead of Trying to Fix Us; stick with YOUR!!! “Positive” Friends who Agree with YOU!!! while We “Negative” Nerds continue Our Authentic, Honest Conversation in a “Positive” Way…a Wonderful Quote I Once Heard said “Pessimists ARE NEVER!!! EVER!!! DisAppointed; yet Optimists ARE ALWAYS!!! DisAppointed…so who The Hell Learns EveryOne; who πŸ€” ?

    β—‡ – Diamond Hard – β—‡

    …β—‡β—‡β—‡…

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  18. Negativity is all around anyone has to accept it. But what’s the use of living by only accepting it. You are in right path you may change your mind when you become older. I know I don’t have any rights to interfere in your thoughts, sorry for that I can’t keep quiet. You are a honest person can’t bear the negativity around I can understand. But don’t take too much on your head. You are having enough time to learn life. Don’t mistake me for telling this.

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  19. I Prefer True Negativity Over Fake Brightness. I Know That No Matter I Think About It , If There’s a Fire It Will Burn. Maybe In Future When The World Will Be Changed Hopefully I Shall Be Changed By Then. Till That Day I Will Continue My Job of a Mirror. Thank You Very Much For Appreciating. Let’s Hope For The Best.

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  20. Mind blowing blog buddy. Your title of post forced me to read almost of your articles. Because your most of the article based on reality of the world aad people.
    Beautifully penned and powerful article. Keep writing.
    Sorry I am going to share it… hope you will don’t mind.

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  21. That bus incident happening everywhere, everyday in fact for many years. Even in many houses. What’s the use of looking for a man for help we are just taught in that way. If you are a man who can bring a positive change in this negative world I will feel happy.

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  22. Positivity Requires Energy. It Requires Order and Not Chaos. There’s a Deep Chaos In Humanity In Today’s World. It’s Really Tough To Draw Honeydew From The Sea Of Poison. This Incident Happened a Few Weeks ago. I Was Shocked Because It Was Unexpected at That Time and Place. Otherwise It’s Common These Days. I am Sure That There’s No Human Being In The World Who Can Change The World. It’s a Lie We are Being Told For Centuries Just To Continue The Cycle Of Life On The Basis Of a False Hope of Paradise and a Good World. World Was Always Like This and Will Be Like This Forever Only Times and Styles Changes.

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  23. Thank You Very Much From The Deepest Core Of My Heart. It Means a Lot To Me. It Gives a Sense Of Meaningfulness and Satisfaction. You Can Share It Whenever and Wherever You Want. Thank You Very Much For Such a Lovely Support πŸ™πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ™β€οΈ

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  24. The bus incident that happens every day somewhere…. here at the end was it true… he was her dad for real….in contrast to the title this is what you were referring to..?

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  25. Thanks for Reading πŸ™ Well, Unfortunately The End Of The First Incident Was True although It Was Done By Tge Oldman Unknowingly. However I Was at a Little Distance So I Can Observe It But They Both Can’t. How it is In Contrast With Title ?

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  26. In my opinion we all have bad days or bad times… And that reflects a bit on your emotions…. I like your post very much…. I would like to invite you to follow my blog to, if you want to of course, thank you so much and I wish you much success

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  27. Dear Pankaj, I never felt you negative or pessimistic. I really read your blogs with respect as you write things frankly and in bold way. World is always like this, and some likes to see positive things only and have good experiences only in life, but I feel it is an immature way of thinking. Life lessons is learnt through both positives and negatives and light and dark. Love reading your blog 😊

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  28. Hi Pankanzy,

    I just wanted to thank you for visiting me on my site. i am most grateful for.
    I appreciate your very honest post that is very sad and hard to hear. I too would have the same mind set if I this was my reality. It made me sick to my stomach to hear such atrocities of the treatment of a woman on the bus. You are the light of hope and no matter how common these behaviors are, they are NEVER right. Thank you for bringing awareness to this major problem so we can shed light and hope and justice to a broken norm.

    Stay Well and Stay Srong,❀️

    Cindy

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  29. I Think Sometimes Reality Becomes Relative. My Reality Is Dark and Quite Negative. Maybe That’s Why I Look Things Negatively. Thank You Very Much For Such a Lovely Support πŸ™πŸ€—πŸ’ž

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  30. Thank You Very Much For Such Heartwarming Words πŸ€—πŸ€—β™₯️. I Think The World always Exists In Duality. Both Positivity and Negativity are Equal Parts of it. May Be It’s Something Deeper In Me Which See Negativity First. Thank You Very Much For Such a Lovely Support πŸ™πŸ€—

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  31. I totally agree with you. These two incidents are really shocking and it shows the ugly side of society. Nothing brings a revolution in one’s thoughts. Yug change but not the thought of people. Thing is that the ratio of good over bad peoples is 1:3.

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  32. I Think The Ratio Is 0: Seven Billion. The only Good Person Left Is The One Who Never Got a Chance To Be Bad.
    Thank You Very Much For Appreciating πŸ™

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  33. My pleasure. Kindness still exists just need an eye to look at it. There are many people who have come forward to render pure social service for humanism. Sonu Sood has become Messiah for labourers in Bihar and other states. The ratio is not zero that’s harsh words.
    I love your posts. Keep posting ☺️

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  34. I thought u were referring to the fact that sometimes we see things in negative like in this story it was supposed to be a stranger at an angle but turned out to be her own father..

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  35. Well, Exceptions Don’t Prove The Principle. If He Is Kind That also Means That Hundreds Of Filmstars From His Industry Have a Cold and Sadist Heart. It’s Sometimes Become One To Seven Billion and Sometimes Even Negative . Thank You Very Much For Such a Lovely Support πŸ™

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  36. Unfortunately He Wasn’t a Stranger and That Girl Wasn’t angle Too 😏 But It’s Such a Disgrace To See A Father Doing This To His Own Daughter Wether Knowingly or Unknowingly That Doesn’t Matter. He Is Not Supposed To Do This With Any Woman. It’s Immoral.
    Thanks for Reading πŸ™πŸ€—

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  37. You have expressed your feelings well here, I too am deeply saddened by the fact that people like these exist, it fills me with rage to even think about it. And the fact that our people (and I don’t say just the govt.) are so passive about the issue hurts me. I think a lot of us walk passively through life and just tolerate the evil doings, that’s where the problem lies.
    Imo, at any time there is equal good and equal bad happening, but biologically, the negative affects our psychology 5 times as much, which is fair too, as taking care of what harms us is more important to flourish. I hope we have strict anti-molest policy, or at least the mindset of such. I just hope people give their all to protect the dignity of a fellow human, but that’s an idealist thought, and not practical without the action of law. Its good that you took the issue seriously and have expressed your views on it. We need more aware citizen to come forth and discuss and come up with actions to defend our dignity.

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  38. Yes, atleast We Should talk about it. I think Bad Things always happen on Large scale While good things are Very few. It’s natural to flow downwards. Thank You Very Much For Such a Deep Analysis and Appreciation πŸ€—πŸ™ Glad That You Like It πŸ™

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  39. Fervent piece of writing.. Humans are becoming so inhumane and are devoid of empathy, compassion and love. People with these qualities are rare to be seen.
    Bitter truth of this callous world.
    Being negative I think you can safeguard your own self. 😊

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  40. Whenever I read your blog, it deeply impacts on my mind…
    Don’t know why? πŸ™„
    No matter how many times we utters that time will change but in fact change is needed in us, i.e. in human.

    You said truly, people are same everywhere.
    If not by color then by thinking, not by thinking then by mystery!!

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  41. Time Will Never Change Unless We Change Ourselves Because Technically Time Is an Illusion.
    Thank You Very Much For Such a Lovely Support πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ€—πŸ€—

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  42. Maybe But I Think It’s a Little bit Good Also. I Can See Scars Behind The Masks. Everyone Sees The Shining Sun While I See The Burning Sun. Thank You Very Much For Reading πŸ™

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  43. Reminds me of “The world is a tragedy to those who feel”
    Also “I am Not a negative Person But I Look Like That. Because I Sell Glass In The City Of Stones.” Saving a screen shot of this I’m literally gonna smash it on the face of people who spew positivity all the time.

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  44. I Think Real Negativity Is Better Than The Illusion of Positivity. I Can’t See Good Things Everywhere Because Good Things are Not Everywhere. Thank You Very Much For Appreciating πŸ™πŸ€—πŸ€—

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  45. You are not negative seeing the truth side , so is the fact ,just many people don’t want to accept it or want to live in this false goodness .I really respect the fact you write so frankly but the strength to see so and write about it may have more to it.They call you negative bcoz they don’t want you talking about it , keep going we have very few who can speak on face of it.

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  46. Sometimes Truth Is Bitter and People Don’t Like that. Thank You Very Much For Such Heartwarming Words πŸ€—πŸ™. Thank You Very Much For Such Big Support πŸ™πŸ€—

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  47. Insanity is to keep fluctuating between positive and negative!
    You write and express well.
    You see pain, you feel you express. That’s not negative.
    Perceptions.
    Have a good time 😊 Hope you had a great Diwali πŸŽ‰

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